It's done. We're done.

I think I may be pushing something he doesn't want to do anymore.

I read the translation lyrics.

I'm not sleeping tonight.

WHY CAN'T YOU BE HERE

We went from texting and talking every day, to no talking at all.

Lee fucking JinKi. Why are you so cute and perfect ;___;

So... there's this girl in my biology class. She makes me go

First day of bio class, she was complaining how she couldn't see anything in the microscope. I told her to use the knobs, but she still kept complaining. Second day of Bio, she had the nerve to tell me that I was doing an experiment wrong, but I did it that morning during Physiology. (GIRLIE, BACK OFF. I KNOW WHAT I'm DOING). Third day, she didn't do anything to help the experiment, which I was practically leading. She kept saying "I'm tiiiirreeed". Goodness, I'M TIRED TOO. TRY SITTING THROUGH PHYSIOLOGY FOR 4 HOURS. The last time she was at class, she kept asking me why the iodine makes the edges of the leaf, and I just told her that I didn't know, and the question wasn't asking for it. But she kept asking why and I just said that it sucks up the iodine in place of the chlorophyll. After a good...5 minutes, she was like "OOH IT SUCKS UP THE IODINE". This was how I was after she said that:
. Then one of the girls was like "one of the questions says doesn't ask why, so I'll just put No" and she didn't question her! And she asked me to copy the notes and I said sure and asked if I could get it to her on Wednesday. She wanted it on Tuesday. I was waiting for her at the copy room until around 1 and I texted her if she was coming coz I had a CKI meeting to go to! SHE TEXTS ME THAT SHE'S ON THE OTHER SIDE OF CAMPUS AND TO GET IT TOMORROW. OMG. I...I CAN'T EVEN ENGLISH HOW I FEEL ABOUT THIS. UGH. THERE ARE NOT ENOUGH MACROS OR GIFS TO EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW, DAMNIT.

"Are you okay with this?"

I think I'm way more delusional when it's this late. But guess who put off studying for her favorite boy band? This idiot right here =_=; It's not worth it. I have to get on the ball with this. Barely any of this sticks in my head, and I'm getting dizzy. Well, this can't be good. Anyway, my mom gave me back the money I was supposed to pay her back for the concert ticket. I already labeled the envelope "SMTOWN '11. DON'T OPEN". I'm already thinking about next year's concert and I haven't even figured out what I need to do now. My priorities are all over the place. I'm having second thoughts about going next year. Granted, it was a lot of fun, it was the first time ever buying floor seats on the spot and being so close to the artist and worth the money I spent and being there to make kpop history, but am I that dedicated to really be spending that kind of money again or the time as well? Last time I checked, I was a nursing student and my main goal is to get into nursing school. We'll see how things work out this semester. Then we'll talk.

I went to sleep with a ringing in my ears. I laid in bed trying to go to sleep, but the ringing wouldn't stop. I guess this is what I got for standing, watching, singing and withstanding thousands of screaming girls. Was it worth my money and the last minute buy? Yes it was.

...I'm so used to staying up with Mimi camp and watch starcraft together.

Am I regretting? Yes I am.