Thursday, September 30, 2010
It's done. We're done.
posted by Kat at 8:36 PM | 0 comments
I think I may be pushing something he doesn't want to do anymore.
posted by Kat at 5:40 PM | 0 comments
I read the translation lyrics.
It's what I've wanted.
But I can't exactly have.
posted by Kat at 12:35 AM | 0 comments
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
I'm not sleeping tonight.

Why would ever ask me such a question. I'm sorry that we're never going to be together all the time, but to be honest, the distance gives us some space apart from us .

I want to draw, but I can't.
I want to write, but I can't.
I want to enjoy SHINee's new songs.
I want to squeal when I see JinKi smile.
I want my heart to skip a beat when I hear your voice.
My heart is breaking, and I don't know how to make it stop.
posted by Kat at 8:59 PM | 0 comments
WHY CAN'T YOU BE HERE
posted by Kat at 8:01 PM | 0 comments
Sunday, September 26, 2010
We went from texting and talking every day, to no talking at all.
I hope it doesn't continue.

PS- SHINee's comback on October 4th. So, I guess the silence will linger more...
posted by Kat at 7:13 PM | 0 comments
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Lee fucking JinKi. Why are you so cute and perfect ;___;
posted by Kat at 11:06 PM | 0 comments
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
So... there's this girl in my biology class. She makes me go Photobucket

First day of bio class, she was complaining how she couldn't see anything in the microscope. I told her to use the knobs, but she still kept complaining. Second day of Bio, she had the nerve to tell me that I was doing an experiment wrong, but I did it that morning during Physiology. (GIRLIE, BACK OFF. I KNOW WHAT I'm DOING). Third day, she didn't do anything to help the experiment, which I was practically leading. She kept saying "I'm tiiiirreeed". Goodness, I'M TIRED TOO. TRY SITTING THROUGH PHYSIOLOGY FOR 4 HOURS. The last time she was at class, she kept asking me why the iodine makes the edges of the leaf, and I just told her that I didn't know, and the question wasn't asking for it. But she kept asking why and I just said that it sucks up the iodine in place of the chlorophyll. After a good...5 minutes, she was like "OOH IT SUCKS UP THE IODINE". This was how I was after she said that:
Photobucket. Then one of the girls was like "one of the questions says doesn't ask why, so I'll just put No" and she didn't question her! And she asked me to copy the notes and I said sure and asked if I could get it to her on Wednesday. She wanted it on Tuesday. I was waiting for her at the copy room until around 1 and I texted her if she was coming coz I had a CKI meeting to go to! SHE TEXTS ME THAT SHE'S ON THE OTHER SIDE OF CAMPUS AND TO GET IT TOMORROW. OMG. I...I CAN'T EVEN ENGLISH HOW I FEEL ABOUT THIS. UGH. THERE ARE NOT ENOUGH MACROS OR GIFS TO EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW, DAMNIT.
posted by Kat at 8:20 PM | 0 comments
Sunday, September 19, 2010
"Are you okay with this?"
"With what?"
"This distance."
"I'm fine with it. I should ask you the same question. Are you?"
"What choice do I have?"
"You have choices here..."
"Let me say that again: I love you, so what choice do I have?"
posted by Kat at 3:59 PM | 0 comments
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
I think I'm way more delusional when it's this late. But guess who put off studying for her favorite boy band? This idiot right here =_=; It's not worth it. I have to get on the ball with this. Barely any of this sticks in my head, and I'm getting dizzy. Well, this can't be good. Anyway, my mom gave me back the money I was supposed to pay her back for the concert ticket. I already labeled the envelope "SMTOWN '11. DON'T OPEN". I'm already thinking about next year's concert and I haven't even figured out what I need to do now. My priorities are all over the place. I'm having second thoughts about going next year. Granted, it was a lot of fun, it was the first time ever buying floor seats on the spot and being so close to the artist and worth the money I spent and being there to make kpop history, but am I that dedicated to really be spending that kind of money again or the time as well? Last time I checked, I was a nursing student and my main goal is to get into nursing school. We'll see how things work out this semester. Then we'll talk.

My eyes are tired. Maybe I'll stop here for tonight. I have to be at school early to study with a friend from physio. Maybe she understand hybridization more than I do. I know how to name, but everything else is beginning to fade away. My room is a battlefield and I would like to clean it. I have one more poster of SHINee coming. Why did I spend my money. That CD is coming too. Why am I doing this again. Aaron is leaving this Sunday. Why is that day getting closer. I miss him already, and he hasn't left yet. We've spent a lot of time together this summer. I feel like I have spoiled the two of us with all the time we had. I even brought it up to him that we've spent so much time together, what will happen when we're apart? Maybe now isn't the time for that.

I'm listening to the Coraline Soundtrack. It's been a while since I'm surrounded by kpop.
...You know, maybe I'm not delusional when it's late. Maybe I'm, for once, normal.
...OOOORR I SHOULD BE GETTING TO SLEEP. It's time to lay SHINee down and wait for the repackaged album, only coz I keep discovering new artists like FT Island and Infinite, that'll keep me dragging. Kind of don't want that. As much as I like em... maybe it's best to lay off. It's like a drug now! THIS SUCKS. AUGH.

Good Night world, I'll see you in a few hours.
posted by Kat at 2:03 AM | 0 comments
Sunday, September 5, 2010
I went to sleep with a ringing in my ears. I laid in bed trying to go to sleep, but the ringing wouldn't stop. I guess this is what I got for standing, watching, singing and withstanding thousands of screaming girls. Was it worth my money and the last minute buy? Yes it was.
I wish they sold the merchandise because I was willing to blow all my money right there.
It was still worth it. Floor seats? oh baby. I could see them so close. I even stood so close to the extended stages.
JinKi's arms were amazing in real life LOL.
The Koreaboo meet up was a lot of fun. I got to meet one other Shawol from SFI, which was pretty cool! I bought something from her, so I'm glad I didn't have to pay for shipping and all I had to do was just meet up with her |D Oh thank God. But I'm happy with My SHINee postcards..now to wait for the recent stuff. The Soshified meet up was insane. I have never seen so many Sones in one place. but I know that Soshified is a bigger fanbase than SFI.
My voice died half way through the concert. Maybe I shouldn't have been screaming insanely when JinKi only made his first appearance on stage...when it should have been him and the rest of SHINee singing. You can hear my voice crack in the video when they sang Lucifer. XD TaeMin is even more adorable live! He did a dance in front of me! Then the confetti was everywhere, he started jumping around like a little kid. He's a real maknae at heart. Never grow up, TaeTae! (and stop trying to get all the Noonas in trouble). JinKi had so many cute moments too. When they sang "Up and Down", JinKi ran down the extended stage. He turned around and saw the members weren't behind him. The look on his face was so adorable; it practically said "Why aren't you guys following me...?" and they all ran right after him. He even did a arm shape heart thingy during "Stand By me" when JongHyun sang "Saranghe". God, I miss their cute phase, but they all look so grown up now. Hard to believe that they're all close to my age (minus TaeMin who is as old as my brother. TaeMinnie can be my brother too :D)

Reaching out towards the center where people were passing by, JongHyun gave me a high five when I was reaching out for JinKi. I swear I was trying to reach out for Lee JinKi, but I shouldn't be complaining. TaeMin did a little dance in front of where I was. EYE CONTACT WITH JINKI HOLY SHIT. The fact that I could zoom in and see their freakin FACES and JongHyun looking right at my camera! UGH, pure win.

Super Junior was just as amazing

My voice is gone. My jaw hurts. Feet hurt. Sleepy eyes. This was so worth it.
Now...if I have to buy merchandise online. LKDJLKJSAKJLKAJ
But yeah. Love from beginning to the end. :) SHINee, SNSD, SUPER JUNIOR, F(x) HWAITING!

PS- Shawols are scary. If you think I'm bad? There are worse Shawols.
posted by Kat at 8:17 AM | 0 comments
Saturday, September 4, 2010
...I'm so used to staying up with Mimi camp and watch starcraft together.
Now that school started, we had to give it up T_T; and it'll prolly happen again.
posted by Kat at 12:56 AM | 0 comments
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Am I regretting? Yes I am.
But would I go back and change anything? Of course not.
Well, maybe a few things.

I miss my oboe.
I miss my tenor.
I miss my trumpet.
I miss my alto.
I miss my flute.

I don't play as well I do now, and I miss it dearly.
It's not a talent, it's a bliss.
I did this because I liked it.

...Oh well.
Moving on...
posted by Kat at 9:59 PM | 0 comments