Everytime I listen to "Dear Jamie" by Hellogoodbye, I feel inspired to start writing to letters to everyone I know. But that would be a lot of letters.

I should've went to IMB today.
My emotions are all fucked up right now. I couldn't exerted 'em out on the bag. Or on sticks. Or wrestled. Or something.

"Maybe I'll talk to you tomorrow?"
"Maybe. If its up to you. Than again, I might be busy studying..."
"Oh, I don't want to bother you if you're studying."
"No, it's fine. I want to talk to you. I'll make time to talk to you."

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I don't know why I'm having this horrible mood swing, but its bothering me a lot.
I feel like crying but I don't have a legitimate reason to do so. So, let's hold back the tears and start working.
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Aside from that, I have a baby shower to attend to this weekend and I am very excited.
Once again, another day where Kat must be photographer. Maybe this time I can eat too. Plus I guess I'm seeing everyone again? I need to charge my batteries. Maybe I'll bring the tripod. Or maybe just keep it in my car.


There's not much to report these days. Everything seems very ordinary and blank. Still in school, still working hard, still sleeping late. Nothing...exciting has happened in a while.

Did I mention that Philosophy is such a mind twist? Really, it is. I have to keep a mental note to have an open mind when I step into class. *yawn* =_=

The audio recorder helps a lot when it comes to some classes. Really. It makes me happy.

I NEED A HAIRCUT. I will get one Friday. YEES.

I should be trusting you a lot more, but I'm finding it harder to do so each day.

No matter what I do, I can't seem to feel any better than content.

Now I want the SHINee calendar.
...Hopefully this will be the last picture you will ever see. In a while. I hope.

Coleen: I dropped the class when we were doing balancing equations.
Kat: OOO those are fun.
Coleen: Really? It was kind of difficult for me.
Kat: I had fun those. As you come to know me, I'm kind of nerdy. I like converting things for fun...

I gave up eating desserts for Lent. I'm scared, coz I really like sweets. And knowing there will be a baby shower coming up, it is gonna bug me. A lot. Oh well.

Also due to my schedule I have set up for myself, I will be... stopping the kpop intake.
Well, not fully stopping it, but..small amounts I must only have. Coz... school will be hell this semester. and I'm not ready.
GOOD BYE TAEMIN, MINHO, KEY, JONGHYUN AND ONEW.
ESPECIALLY YOU, ONEW. T_T

when you've already been defeated and denied what you want to do.
You put in a lot of effort on doing something you really don't want to.
You pick up something else to make them shut up.
and now he won't even let you go to the school you want to go to the most.
I don't care of its $25,000 a year. Listen to me, I know what I'm doing.

"Well, April keeps up with the girl groups. I keep up the with the boy groups. Then again, I only keep up with one of them."

"Okay, don't tell me anymore because you're going to make me jealous."

"...what?"

"Huh? *smiles*"

Btw

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

and Happy Valentine's Day too, I guess even though I don't really like or celebrate that holiday... sort of...not really, let's not get into that.

TaeMin: I'm going to buy one of every flavor of milk for YooGeun!
MinHo: Why are you buying all that?
TaeMin: I want to drink it...
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The dinner went all right. I think I was more nervous than he was. But at least he got to meet my family and such (finally? We've been dating for a little over a year and he finally meets my family!) I felt bad coz my dad kept reminding me about taking care of my guest and I started to panic. I'm glad my mom was able to talk to Aaron more than my dad (who was talking to Tito Anthony for the longest time). Yay, Mom! So at least that was over and done with =_=; ... and it went well too...
yes... *siigghh*
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Wait, Vietnamese and Koreans celebrate the lunar new year too?
...WHERE HAVE I BEEN?

According to April, I live a double life.

It is official.
He is coming to dinner.
And I am nervous.
He is nervous.
My butterflies are making tornadoes in my stomach.

Once more...
catchy sad songs o_o
particularly break up songs.
This song is so catchy and dancey...
And you can't help but do the dance either.
*OH JEEZ*

On a brighter note-- all my books came in, and now I have to try to sell back my child development book online. The bookstore was gonna give me $5 for a $44 book. HALE NO. If I can get more online, then GOODNESS, I WILL.

Super Junior.
Lyrics by SungMin
Composed and Arranged by RyeoWook

Yaaaay two of my favorite Suju members XD
(Mind you, there are 13 members in Super Junior. How this works, I have no idea. It just does. )

There is a chance that my boyfriend gets to meet my family this weekend and I am terrified.

Yes, I went that far.
It'll get worse.
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on a lighter note, my books are coming in! I hope all of them come in before Spring starts. That would be great. That way, I don't have to worry. Then again, it was mu fault for ordering late. Oops.

Edit: I FORGOT KEY'S BOW/RIBBON THING.

Me: ... And being all dolled up ain't helpin' either. Oh well.
You: You're dolled-up? How so :3 ?
Me: ...I'm dressed in better attire to make myself pretty? Hahaha XD
You: I don't think you have to dress 'better' to do that :)

You're too good to me.

Dream #1: I got to meet TaeMin and Onew from SHINee. I took a picture with both of them, and then proceeded to pinch TaeMin's cheeks. I'm wondering why the hell did I pinch TaeMin when I like Onew better. Hell, why am I dreaming about them at all? =_=

Dream #2: I came back from a party and wanted to go to performance to support Aaron (who happened to be performing, but he was dancing? WTF?). Ended getting there, and they were dancing to Neorago. Didn't get to congratulate him or anything, ran back to this one place where I left my bag (why would I ever do that?) and found out that I lost all my cards, IDs and pictures.

Dream #3: I had to walk home in my heels. That was a whole dream.

Dream#4: I was speaking Japanese as I was throwing marshmallows are JongHyun and Key from SHINee. I have no idea if I was really saying anything, nor did I understand what I was saying. Maybe it was all gibberish. BUT IT WAS SHINEE. I DON'T GET IT.


I think I have finally lost it.

I think I've ruined my knee again.
Possibly pulled around the popliteal area...again.
WHY is it always like this.

Just sometimes. Okie usually.
I'm not very good.
And when I try to improve, it doesn't really work out.
Then I get mad and impatient. and tired.
then I just stop.
And nothing gets done.
I would like to get better :|
Going to try again.

I love sappy, mushy, gushy, corny, love stuff. I hate to admit that I do like that stuff.
I'm actually planning to ink this and color this via photoshop (maybe?). We'll see how this all goes. Most likely will be up on my deviantARt account.

Hi.
It has been so long since we last sa weach other. When was that, second grade? Third grade? Maybe even fourth grade? I'm trying to pin point the year you left our school to go somewhere else. I still remember seeing you on th elast day of school, telling each other, "See you next year!" and giving each other a big hug and left to go home. Little did I know, I was not going to see you again. When I did see you again, it was my brother's first holy communion. I saw you, and you saw me. You remembered me and we hugged right away. After that day, I wasn't so sure if we were ever going to meet up again. But I did see you again. I saw you my freshmen year of high school. Who would of thought that we would run into each other. A heavy feeling dropped in my stomach. It has been over 4 years. You may have not remember me. I see you with your friends, and I was afraid. Why would I be scared? You were my friend! One of my best friends before you left. I was scared you wouldn't remember me. You didn't remember April or Krisette, how different would I be? I didn't want that feeling of rejection, humiliation and heart break get to me. I didn't want to lose a friend. Yet, here I am, regretting that I did not get a chance to say "Hi, remember me? We went to school together!" Maybe you would have remembered me, and we could have made up for loss time. Unfortunately, since I no longer can see you, I can never ask you that question. I'm sorry. Maybe we could have been friends... But enough with hypothetical statements, I hope you're doing well and everything is fine.

I've had this sudden urge to play football, basketball, tennis, badminton, soccer and baseball with my cousins. I think it is coz I 'm remembering how much fun we used to have when we played these games with each other (I never liked baseball, but its just that urge to play).
I miss my cousins.

I drew this in class today. Okie I'll stop now >_>

I can't help but feel bad for him in teh episode he got picked o_o. He got chosen by a crazy Noona, but the look on his face was priceless. Bwhahahaha... okie now I have to go study. Going to lay off YouTube for a while now o_o;;; ilikehishairduring "Replay" and "Love like Oxygen" days... oh well. LOL T_T

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