Eddy Valiant: Seriously, what do you see in that guy?
Jessica Rabbit: He makes me laugh.

--
I say that all the time when my dad asks that question ._.

"Gem was the first to get married, then Andrew and now me. We're dropping like flies. Hahaha!"

Smile, you're the only one who would say something like that LMAO

Having a D, C and C in my other classes...and maintaining a B in Chemistry. So I didn't balance so well as I would like to this semester... and I have no excuse why I'm not doing well...
Sooo.. I need an A on this upcoming Stats exam, an A this coming Philo Final, and an A on my Geography Final... and...praying to get an A in Chem...
...
I hate being me.

There's something about this song that feels...I don't know. Not loveless, but just full of love. I blame the piano.

: wo ai niiii :3
: I
: you... ai me?
: yes I do
: hahaha
: I ai you
: LOOOL
: would it sound right if I were to ai you, too?
: or..
: yes LOL

It’s you
It’s you
It’s you
It’s only you
It’s you
It’s you

I don’t need anyone else, it’s only you
When you ask again, it’s only you
Even if you already have another love
I can’t forget you, I can’t turn back around
Oh ~
The moment my eyes begun to burn
The moment my heart was captured by you
I have no regret, I choose you
That’s right, it’s you

Chorus :
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by....

Oh...when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by....

Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you

It’s you
I don’t need any words. it’s just you
" It’s too late " , but for me it’s just you
I know our love is wrong
I can’t give up, I can’t let you go
Ah Ah

My lips, cold as can be, are even more blue
I cry out to find to find your warmth
I call, even though I call for you
And there’s no reply, I’ll wait for you

Chorus :
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
For me, it’s you, it’s you
Why don’t you know, why don’t you know?
For me, it’s you, it’s you

Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

It’s you

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I always like this song. It's been one every kpop CD I've made.
AND I KNOW THE DANCE. OMG.

where I sit and ponder... about this relationship, and think back what Justin has told me countless times.

"I always sound so sad when you talk about him, and I can see you happier with someone else."

Oh Justin...

"Adam, what do you think she'll be like?"
"Who?"
"Your next girlfriend"
"Is this a trick question?"
"No"
"She'll be like you"
"You mean the new and improved version of me?"
"no, you're one of a kind."
"One in a million"
"Sure"
"So there's 6 million ppl in this city, so that means there's five other Robins out there. How do you know I'm for you?"
"Well, each Robin is in their own Adam."
"Maybe they're all asking the same question right now. What would they say?"
"They'd say, we're the best for each other, and it'll be us until to the end."

"I don't go out on dates like normal high school girls do. I study, and when I finish studying, I study some more."
-Paris from Gilmore Girls

And while I'm waiting, I'm going crazy over Super Junior's Ryeowook and SungMin.
...and maybe DongHae and Henry...and KyuHyun's smile so contagious... Oh lordy. <3 LOL

Someone in my geography class looks like Henry from SuperJunior M! GEEEEH. HE SITS RIGHT BEHIND ME TOO. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLI'm terrible...

I took a Stats exam today.
I was pretty much PWNing it, but I think the guy next to me was trying to cheat off of me. Wtf LOL

Dear Rina,
It's fine.
You need to study, and review, type and do homework. On top of it all, you're exhausted.
You just drove to North Hills just so you could have your cousin take you to Mt. St. Mary's to an info session and tour the campus (which practically took 5 minutes). We like the campus. It's small. Very small. Just right, and just for you. You need this. So study hard and do your best, then you will be on your merry way to become a nurse. We are going to be one of the 10 accepted for transfer. We will do this.

Don't feel bad that he txtd you while you were driving for an hour and you didn't notice it until 3 hours later.
Don't feel bad that once you text him back to ask what happened, and he told you that he finally had some time to breathe and spend it talking with you, while you, on the other hand, is feeling stress and want some down time for herself...and probably him too.
Don't feel bad that your wish finally happened that he would text you sometime OTHER than the weekends.
Pull yourself together, girlie...
You're crying over nothing.
Now stop missing him, and try to pull yourself together.
I'm embarrassed for us right now, even though you and I are one.

Love, Kat.

PS- you need sleep, sweetie. I can see your circles showing more, and you can barely keep awake in your classes. Sleep is important, dear. I'm worried for us.

My new medication for my psoriasis is not letting my blood clot fast anymore.
now I bleed excessively, and now things won't heal as fast.
Goddamnit.
I had a few allergic reactions today.
The hives are on my writs have stopped, but it took a while for it to calm down. I'm scared to see if it is a reaction to my new medication and then my immune (or was it nervous?) system will go into overdrive again. oh god, I can't let that happen again.

I don't like this one, but it's the lesser of two...bad pictures.
This was during the whole ice skating thing.
At some point, we were in the center of the ice rink, and he was having trouble. So I ended up being his support system.
...I was surprised that I didn't fall. I had a couple of close calls.
It was like rollerblading and ballet put together. I ended up doing unintended turns...
never the less, yesterday was a lot of fun :)

I'm hoping this second cup of tea will ease me to sleep. It says "Sweet Dreams" on the packet, and says Caffeine free. I think I'll take its word for it. I've made cupcakes for mothers day. It was supposed to be a surprise, but how I am supposed to keep it a surprise when my mother practically owns the kitchen. I'm waiting for the next batch to cool down to ice them. Oh wow, the tea diffused into the water and became this deep brown red color.
I think I'm only drinking this tea to make me feel a little better about whatever. I don't know. I just took two doses of my medication today. It was painful. My first time with a self injection. I'm scared to take it again, but I know that I must because I want to feel better. I want my skin to be better. The more I read about the effects, or possible outcomes, the more I become terrified of what will happen to me. I think I need to stop stressing about it...
Is it strange that I look upon statuses on facebook and see people and their ambiguous or blunt sayings? I feel rude every time I stumble upon one that makes my eyes roll. Maybe I'm being a little dramatic though.
I could be using this time to study hard to for my stats test thing come Thursday. I could have, but I haven't yet. Oh well.
I'm lost in my thoughts again tonight. These are the kind of nights I do not particularly like for various reasons. It's a long list and it is best I do not list it all.
Fabian says that I am a zombie because I have dark circles under my eyes. Actually, it just says that I haven't been sleeping a lot, but zombie works too. Now, would you kindly give me your brain? (If anyone can find out what reference I have just used, I will give you a cookie).
I have a date with Aaron in about 13 hours. We're going ice skating. To be honest, I'm terrified. I've never been ice skating before, let alone, fallen on ice. I'm already in pain as it is :| ... oh well. As Lisa would say, "RUB SOME DIRT ON IT."
Good Lord, I wish I went to Spring Ball today. All my friends wished I could go too. I miss them. I bet it was amazing. II hope everyone had fun and enjoyed the origami flowers. Oh those flowers... and yet, here I am making more of them. Bleh. I hope they have fun at STC too. I wish I could be there...
My dentist is drilling me tomorrow in...10 hours. Oh joy. Actually, I'm scared I'll be in pain too. GAAAAH. I hate this.
Maybe I should finally clean up and go to sleep. Yeah, I'll do that.
Good Night everyone.
PS- I finished my tea.

I'm a giver, but once in a while I kind of want to receive.
I know it is selfish, but...it's just this once.
I've been giving. I'm always giving.

My had two exams.
I have redeemed myself with both.
A- in Geography
B- in Philosophy.
Even though I thought I would have done better in Philosophy, I'm glad I got a high score. Now to aim for an A on that final exam.

That goes for the same thing with Geography. I need another A!

Grecia and Johnny made my yesterday.
Seriously.
Thanks gaiz.

All the best DJs are saving
The slowest song for last
When the dance is through
Its me and you
Come on, would it really be so bad

This is one of Pixar's short films.
I play many different instruments (or... used to).
This is what I somewhat imagined myself if I ever became a musician.
I have a bunch of instruments, and I'm playing music.
Oh, and more importantly, I'm broke.

I hate my dad.
I can't say it any nicer.
I hate him.
Oh sure, you feel bad that if you make me wash your car, I won't have time to study, and you'll feel bad that I'll be failing.
GOOD LORD, YOU KNEW THAT I HAD EXAMS THIS WEEK. YOU KNNEEEWWW. WHY ELSE WOULD I GO TO GROUP STUDY SO EARLY IN THE MORNING?! Oh, YOU'LL FEEL BAD?! It'S ALREADY MY OWN DAMN FAULT. THE HELL DO YOU FEEL GUILTY FOR, YOU'RE NOT GOING TO FUCKING SCHOOL, SO STFU. YOU..UGH. NO. I WOULD'VE DONE IT, YOU KNWO WHY?! IT WAS PART OF MY PLAN. NO I DON'T WANT GO OUT AND BUY FOOD FOR TEH FAMILY, YOU KNOW WHY?! YOU COULD'VE DONE IT WHILE YOU WENT OUT TO GAS UP TEH FUCKING CAR. YOU...UUGGHHH. YOU FRUSTRATE ME SO MUCH. I ABHOR YOU SO SO SO MUCH.

Kat: I have to take another chem and bio class for this other school so I could apply.
Aaron: Which school is that?
Kat: San Diego State.
Aaron: ...*big smile*
Kat: ... what?
Aaron: ... That's not too far from here!
Kat: ...why are you smiling.
Aaron: I'm not saying to not go to your first choice...
Kat: YOU WANT ME TO GO THERE, DON'T YOU.