Friday, January 28, 2011
My parents said to stop trying to make sense of the situation.

"This isn't what I learned in Child Psychology."
"Kayce, just stop trying to piece it together... The more you try to make sense of it, the more it will just confuse you."
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Thursday, January 27, 2011
I've done all I could.
I can try to do more, but it's not like he will listen.
God, can you hear me? Why do these bad things happen to me?
I'm tired.
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Friday, January 21, 2011
I realize how promises are easily broken and very difficult to keep. I guess coz, in a way, I have broken my fair share of promises, and others have broken theirs as well.
But it's just one of those moments, when you hear the person's words coming out of his or her mouth, and watch their expressions as they scrunch their face in disgust and rub their eyes in shame.

I wasn't too sure what I was supposed to do. I could have
a) made a big scene at the place, yelling at him telling him that he lied to me
b) still yell at him that broke his promise to me
c) Do my best to not say anything.
d) Say something to him.

I picked e) Accept it.

Obviously I am being very vague about the situation, but its kind of the best way to sort of get it out. It was best to just accept the fact that he broke it and try to work out a deal with him. It was nothing earth-shattering, at least not in his world. In a way, I empathize with him, and I'm glad he was finally able to get it out. I'm glad he's talking, it just needs a little more time and more support in his life.

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Wednesday, January 19, 2011
I don't know if I should be constantly annoyed. Or maybe this is the aftermath of my period.

I finally saw a physician in 4 years just for a physical. I only remember getting those coz Marching Band required it, and if I didn't have it, I couldn't march. Bleh. It was quick. And my height has finally established itself at 5'4". But that's fine; as long as I am shorter than Kikwang (since he's tiny next to everyone in Beast), I'm good LOL.

Usually, I'm happy for commentary, but usually only with things I have already watched? I don't know. Sometimes it annoys me that I get commentary when I meant to watch something myself, but instead, someone else is spazzing and telling me what's happening. I don't know. It kind of defeats the purpose of my wanting to actually watch it, instead of the constant spazzing and flailing of the arms. Oh well =_=;
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Sunday, January 16, 2011
Good thing:

My period only comes once every three months.

Bad thing:

It puts my hormones in crazy mode.
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