Friday, December 31, 2010
I'm glad that I'm finally putting this year to a rest. It has been long and difficult, especially with trying to push it towards the end. And just like any year, I'm spending it right in front of the computer/laptop, typing this and trying to stay away.

I can't say this is my favorite year, but some good things did happen. Many experiences that I wish to relive and some that I could just hope that it will pass. It wasn't easy. School wasn't easy, family wasn't easy, everything was kind of difficult.

Good Idea!

Many events made this year bearable, but always my favorite would be SMTown LA 2010 with one of my best friends, April (my Unnie). Kpop in California? Losing my voice, singing with the crowd, and totally forgetting how to sing "Super Girl" in Korean instead of Mandarin. We bought floor seats, too. It was worth the money, but I kind of wish they sold the merchandise, but oh well. It was such a memorable night. Now debating if I should go next year. Then again, new songs + SM the Ballad.

I guess joining the forums in the summer was a good thing? Not sure if it was a good thing to expand my love for kpop, but I'm already sucked in OTL .Oh well. Yay for friends who share the same interest!

Renewing my love for dancing and choreography. Yup...I like dancing again. Then again, I've always loved dancing, and have been regretting that I quit ballet LOL

Bad Idea...
So let's never order from Yes Asia again. They still haven't sent my Mastermind poster :| and I spent money to buy that + International costs. Dvd Heaven doesn't charge! Ugh.

Let's not spend too much from buying overseas in general. LOL Ktown is down the 110N. You can just go there as ask Ahjussi about the CDs. It'll all be okie! OTL


you know...

They were right when they something about not realizing how important someone is until he or she is gone. My brother has always been important to me, but I guess what happened, it reminded me how much he meant to me, and without him, I would not be standing/sitting here, typing this sally sob story. It also made me realize who was more important.

Aaron and I ended our relationship sometime towards the end of September. It was painful, but somewhat expected. Blinded by love and whole heartedly accepting all his flaws without any hesitation was a horrible mistake. Next time, I'll listen when someone says that they could see me a lot happier. But comparing the two, of course my brother would be the most important person in the world. There is someone out there better than Aaron. I can never replace my brother. He is my world, and I live through him. He's my best friend and my support. I love him forever, no matter what.

I can say that I love everyone that I know without any hesitation. I don't think I would have been able to make it in the end without all of you. Thank you all so much for helping me when I needed you most, especially when I wasn't sure how I was going to be able to stand for the next few months. Thank you for always offering your ears or shoulder to me. Believe me, just telling me "we're here for you" means so much.

...I think this is all I could really say right now.
Have a good new year.
posted by Kat at 7:49 PM | 0 comments
Thursday, December 9, 2010
(from my tumblr)

(Featuring Kikwang, Jinki, Junhyung and much more)

1. Just went through the Krebb Cycle and I have no idea what's going on.  


Don't worry, Kikwang, I know how you feel. 

2. Finding out

At first it was like: 

"Ahaha, what?"






wait for it.... 


and then: 

*just hit me* oh shit. 


"Kat, are you okay?"

"...I'm fine"

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Sunday, December 5, 2010
Please stop giving me dreams about what-used-to-be-the-aaron-i-used-to-know and Kikwang :| .... well, I guess you can continue the dreams of Kikwang...
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